where to now?

i am roaming in all this different directions with no direction itself.. i dont know what i want... i fact, i do. i want something more.. i want to be happy, i want to be good at what i do professionally and stand out in it. i want someone that makes me feel like that* and better.

a friend said to me the other day: "dare, let go of your inhibitions, get wild, enjoy life with a conscience".. thats one of the best advices ive gotten lately.. there's something in me that wont let me go on.. something that has been keeping me stuck for quite a while.. how can i get rid of that "something" if i dont know what it is?
another friend and i were discusing this same issue and she said something really interesting:
L: como que tiene que haber algo mas
T: there always is...its just too fucking hard to find...
L: the "something else more"
i know
it sucks
pero como que.... ya
toy harta
its enough
T: what makes us all different from each other is not what we like or dislike, or what happens to us.. its how we deal with those things... giving up is not in your nature, dont give up on this cause you KNOW when you do find what youre looking for, even if it takes you your whole damn life to find it, you wont regret a second ever looking for it...the feeling is just too fucking amazing!!!
you have the right, and the reasons de estar harta...just "take a break and head back on track"
you'll win the race eventually

the problem is... wheres the back on track im supposed to head to? how do i get there? directions anyone?

i hate feeling like this... my mind and my heart need vacations for a while....
i wanna stop feeling like this:

*yo me entiendo